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"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, taatlah kamu kepada Allah dan taatlah kamu kepada Rasulullah dan kepada "Ulil-Amri" (orang-orang yang berkuasa) dari kalangan kamu."(An-Nisa' :59)
Pernah diceritakan tentang Imam Syafie menghormati gurunya. Pada suatu hari, sedang beliau memberi kuliah kepada ribuan pelajar-pelajarnya, masuklah seorang badwi yang amat comot serta amat busuk sekali.

Melihat sahaja badwi itu masuk, Imam Syafie lantas berhenti daripada memberi kuliah dan mendekati badwi itu serta memeluknya dengan erat. Tergamam anak muridnya melihat perlakuan Imam Syafie itu. Selesai sahaja memberi kuliah, maka bertanyalah anak muridnya kepada Imam Syafie mengapa beliau memeluk badwi tersebut.

Imam Syafie berkata bahawa walaupun badwi itu busuk dan comot, tetapi badwi itu ialah gurunya. Sebab itu dia memeluk badwi tersebut sebagai cara menghormati guru. Makin terpegun pelajar-pelajarnya apabila diberitahu tentang badwi yang jahil itu menjadi guru Imam Syafie.

Jawab Imam Shafie " Pada suatu hari, sedang aku menulis kitab fekah , aku mempunyai satu masalah iaitu bagaimanakan nak mengenali dan membezakan di antara anjing yang cukup umur dengan anjing yang belum cukup umur. Lalu aku fikir tentu badwi tau kerana badwi banyak memelihara anjing untuk mengawal kambing-kambing mereka.

Aku pun bertanya hal tersebut kepada badwi yang ku peluk tadi. Badwi itu menerangkan bahawa anjing yang cukup umur mengangkat sebelah kaki belakang apabila kencing, manakala anjing yang tidak cukup umur tidak mengangkat kakinya bila kencing. Dengan panduan badwi itulah, maka aku dapat menyiapkan kitabku itu" Begitulah ceritanya. Walaupun terlalu sedikit jasa badwi itu kepadanya, Imam Shafie amat menghargainya dan menghormati sehingga menggelarnya guru.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:
" Tidak termasuk umatku, orang yg tidak hormat orang tua, tidak mengasihi orang muda dan tidak mengiktiraf orang alim di antara kami." (Riwayat Ahmad)

(^__^) Though it is fun to meet new friends here, but I miss my family.
Can't help it, *cries*  (T-T)

p/s: i hate PL/SQL ! i hate Oracle!

Ramadhan datang lagi.

Syukur padaMu Ya Ilahi..

Moga Ramadhan kali ni takkan disia-siakan lagi.

Puasa kali ni sederhana je. Mungkin ada kesedaran sikit kot tentang erti berpuasa & compare diri dengan umat Islam di negara yg mengalami krisis makanan. "hehe ke sebab takde pilihan? :P"

Mudah2kan kita semua dikurniakan rezeki lebih boleh la banyak bersedekah.

Sementara tak berapa ada duit ni mungkin boleh usahakan dari segi amal ibadah dan sedekah dari segi kudrat.

Mudah2 an hamba ini istiqamah menjalankan ibadah2 sunat di bulan Ramadhan yang mulia dan kuat & bersemangat dlm perjuangan menuntut ilmu ni ...

I first thought that aiming high will not hurt me.
As they said, "Aim for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars".
Instead, i got hurt along the way.




Sometimes I feel frustrated with myself.
When I can't keep up with other's speed/ability.

I know that everyone's ability is not the same.

It is hateful when you know you can do solve the problem, but you need your own time to really think & implement the solution.
It is hateful when you do things quite slow compared to others.
It is hateful when your answer is different from others.
And it is most hateful to not be confident with your answer & even with yourself.

Honestly I feel timid. This is out of my comfort zone. I feel like I am not me. And suddenly i turn out to be a very shy and silent person.

And until now, I forgot how to properly talk to other people. I even forgot how to properly speak English. And even Malay.. I feel like all the words spoken by me here are not in proper sentence. I found it hard to convey things on my mind.

I come here & I lost all my confidence. Not sure how to regain that back.

Have you ever feel this way?

**Updated: I will not give up!  I don't know what came into me last time, but this time I'll not give in. (^__^)
Astaghfirullah al azim... Astaghfirullah al azim... Astaghfirullah al azim... Astaghfirullah al azim...

Alhamdulillah done with project evaluation (with some bugs :P - found during evaluation session, but its okay since this our very first project at Infosys UMP). Should thank our group's PM too for being patient with my slow work progress. Will do better for the next project (next week) InsyaAllah. :)

& finally I can sleep/rest for a while. Been lack of sleep since last 3 days. But we still got hands-on test at 3pm. Btw I heard a rumor that someone passed out at Infosys UTHM due to lack of sleep (not sleeping for 2 days to complete the assigned project). I hope that person will get well soon. Anyway Alhamdulillah such case does not happen here, yet. 

Hopefully all will be well ...

p/s: Until now, I still cannot find time to fix my PSM II project. *sigh*

Updated: The hands-on test has been called off. Reason : unknown but it means a lot to us (of course everyone was super glad that the test has been called off).